omg omg omggg I hope I get to go to Australia

I’m not interesting at all I’m actually boring as hell.

On Monday I’m going to be filling out an application for NOLS which is an outdoor leadership program. There are so many choices to choose from. Back packing and sea kayaking in Australia, New Zealand, Amazon or Alaska. Mountaineering in India, Yukon, Rocky Mountains and Patagonia. Each trip is 2 weeks to 45 days. I WANT TO GO SO BADLY. I’m going to do all I can to make this possible, I can’t miss out on this opportunity of a life time.

Do you like to party? With the right people.

0: Height? 5ft 7in
1: Virgin? No
2: Shoe Size? Depends on the type of the shoe. But usually size 9 1/2 or 10. I have big feet.
3: Do you Smoke? Socially.
4: Do you Drink? Socially.
5: Do you take drugs? Socially.
6: Age you get mistaken for? Early twenties. Guess it depends on how the person preseves me.
7: Have Tattoos? Nope.
8: Want any tattoos? Yes! I just havent seen anything or drawn anything up that I want on my body forever.
9: Got any Piercings? Just my ears. I took all my other piercings out.
10: Want any Piercings? Not at the moment.
11: Best friend? What about them, they’re amazing. I dont know what I would do without my girls. 
12: Relationship status? Happily Taken.
13: Biggest turn ons? Confidence, Intellegence, Sense of Worth, Facial Hair, Muscles, GOOD SENSE OF HUMOR.
14: Biggest turn offs? Cockyness, Pretentious, Perversion, Being an asshole. 
15: Favorite Movie? I have a lot of favorite movies. One movie I do enjoy watching is John Carter (of Mars?), Any Disney or Pixar movie really.
16: I’ll love you if: You treat me the way you want to be treated.
17: Someone you miss? I miss a lot of people, my sister mostly. She is a lovely human being and I love her to the moon and back.
18: Most traumatic experience? To say the least.. being betrayed by a family member. Not going to go into details. Only the people I trust deserve to know that.
19: Facts about your personality? I have a lot of patience and determination. I’m very easy going and I’ve been told that I’m very easy to talk to. But, I’m also very stubborn and possesive.
20: What I hate most about myself? What I dont like about myself is that I can jealous very easily. Dont fuck with me.
21: What I love most about myself? I know my self worth.
22: What I want to be when I get older? I would LOVE to work with animals or children.
23: My relationship with my sibling(s)? Excellent, I love them all.
24: My relationship with my parent(s)? Fairly good.
25: My idea of a perfect date? Going out to dinner, good conversation. Going on a walk through a park.
26: My biggest pet peeves? Beating around the bush, if you have something to tell me, TELL ME. 
27: A description of the girl/boy I like? He’s taller than me, facial hair, muscular. He’s great.
28: A description of the person I dislike the most? Cant think of anyone I REALLY dislike at the moment.
29: A reason I’ve lied to a friend? To protect her from the hurtful truth. Blew up in my face later on. Learned that lesson.
30: What I hate the most about work/school? Getting up early! 
31: What y last text message says? “Hell yeah dude!”
32: What words upset me the most? Depends on how the words are arranged. And the tone how they are said.
33: What words make me feel the best about myself? Compliments. 
34: What I find attractive in women? Eyes, Hair, Booty.
35: What I find attractive in men? Eyes, Hair, Bod.
36: Where I would like to live? Up north in a cabin.
37: One of my insecurities? Face.
38: My childhood career choice? Astronaut!
39: My favorite ice cream flavor? I love me some good strawberry ice-cream.
41: Where I want to be right now? In bed with my boyfriend.
42: The last thing I ate? A slice of cheese cake. It was hella dank.
43: Sexiest person that comes to my mind immediately? Shemar Moore. Yummmy.
44: A random fact about anything? Dogs have 3 eyelids. On each eye of course.

Have you ever had a controlling boyfriend/girlfriend?
No I never had one of those, but if I did that would be a huge problem. I hate getting told what to do, except in the bedroom. 

Have you ever written a love letter to someone as a joke?

Hahaha yes I remember in 7th grade my friend and I signed it from this one strange girl in our class. It wasnt very nice, but it was funny at the time. Sorry, Krysta..

How many true heart breaks have you had in your lifetime?
Once. I remember in back in 2nd grade, my family and I just got back from my grandpas funeral and we were driving up to our house and I looked out the car window and I saw my cat dead on the side of the road. That broke my heart. 

Who last grabbed your ass?

My boyfriend.

Do you get a ‘Good Morning’ text from someone every day?
No :|

Do you have any gay family members?

I think one of my cousins came out.. I cant remember. 

Where did you get the shirt you are wearing?

Senior Party.

Do you feel like everything is falling apart around you?

No, not currently. 

Was your first kiss romantic?

No, it was awkward as hell. My bestfriend and I wanted to practice ‘making out’ so we made out with eachother. Granted, this was back when we were 13. 

Do you know anybody whose last name is a color?

Yeah hahaha I had to think about it. 

What are you most likely to go to jail for?

Hmm, I dont know!

Is there someone that always intimidates you? 

No, not that I can think of. 

Have you ever liked anyone that was in a relationship with someone else?
Yeah, that has happened a couple times. 

Would you ever get a boob job? 

Probably not. 

Did your last relationship end because of you or the other person?
 
Other person.

Do you ever ignore texts from some people? 

I try not to, I just forget to text back. I’m horrible at texting. 

Have you ever tried to break up anyone because YOU liked the guy/girl?

In kindergarden.   

When is the last time you felt left out? 
I cant remember!

When was the last time you flirted with someone?

I just usually flirt with my boyfriend. So about yesterdayy?

What would you think if you found out your ex was gay?

Fantastic? Haha

Would you ever take someone back if you found out they cheated on you?

No. I could never be able to trust anything they say ever again. I would probably become a controlling girlfriend, and I hate that image. So no, I would not take them back. 

What does your last text message say?

: P

What color is your hair right now? 
 
Blonde.

Do people ever compliment your eyes?


Yes, it makes me feel happy :)

Do people ever tell you that you’re funny?

Yuup.

Would you be upset if you caught your boyfriend looking at porn?
Probably not, I would be caught offguard and surprised. But I would more than happy to help him finish ;P

What’s the last song you listened to?


U already know- 112

Are you a bitch? 


It comes out every now and then.

Four days from now, will you have sex?


I hope so!

Do you look intimidating?

I’ve been told I do.. :|

What makes you laugh?

Pulling pranks.

What were you most looking forward to today?

Eating a piece of delicious chocolate cake my mom made. It sounds sad and a bit pathetic, but my god it was so GOOD.

How is your hair?
Messy

What are your initials?
EEE

Look out side how’s the weather?


Cold, Windy, Snowing :S

Did you ever think someone didn’t like you, but come to find out they really did?


Yes..

Are you worried about anything right now?

My mom getting home safely from work.

How do you think tomorrow will be?

Decent.

Do you wish you could take one thing back?

Yes! Who doesnt?

If you could pack your bags right now and were given a plane ticket, where do you go?


I would so most defiently go back to Italy.

Have you ever given anyone more than three chances?

Yes.. 

How far away are you from the person you have feelings for?

About an hour away :(


Where were you at 2 this morning?

Sleeeeeping in my bed.

Have you ever kissed anyone who’s name started with a K? 

Hahahahaha yes. 

Have you accidentally sent a text to the wrong person? 

Oh god.. YES! I sent a text message to my boss saying that I need to get rid of the THC in my system because I have a job interview coming up. It was pretty hilarious actually. 

Ever given your all to someone who walked away? 

Yeah, huge dissapointment. 

Have you ever done your makeup in class? 

Hahaha yes. 

Ever kissed someone with green eyes? 

Yeah.

When you are home alone, do you still close the door when you shower? 
 I close the door no matter where I am. 

Are you mad at anyone right now? 

Kinda irritated.

Is there anyone you wish you could be spending time with right now? 

YES! ♥

Have you held hands with anyone in the past 30 hours?

No :(

Do you have a friend named Ashley? 
 

Yuup!

How often do you sleep in? 

Everyday. 

Will you be in a relationship next month?

I count on it ♥

Do you stay up later than ten o’clock on a week night?
Yuup. 

Who’s the last person you told a secret to?

My bestfriends, Mikaela and Chelsie. 

Have you met someone in the last year who turned out to be amazing?

Yes yes YES!

Do you think someone is thinking about you right now? 

I’m sure he is. 

I miss my boyfriend, I’m just lying here in bed tossing and turning thinking about him, wishing he was here, wishing I could kiss him. Sigh.